Wednesday, January 11, 2006

A REAL Christian... He feels supreme love for the One whom he has never seen; talks familiarly every day to Someone he cannot see; expects to go to heaven on the virtue of Another; empties himself in order to be full; admits he is wrong so he can be declared right; goes down in order to get up; is strongest when he is weakest; richest when he is poorest and happiest when he feels worst. He dies so he can live; forsakes in order to have; gives away so he can keep; sees the invisible; hears the inaudible and knows that which passeth understanding.

new year's resolution crap

here i am again...puyat na naman! haha well, occupational therapy is really a tiring course... --that's the understatement of the year! i mean, to survive in this course, you really need to put a lot of work into it (like what I'm doing right now)... well, cest la vie, that's just the way life is... anyway, it's really starting to get interesting; no wonder the Lord placed me here in the first place...truly, He knows best. Oh, and before I forget, a happy new year to everyone! I didn't make any resolutions this year, whether conscious or unconscious ones bec. honestly, I'm tired of the whole idea! New year's resolutions are like promises made to be broken, no use in making them. That's why, this year I'm trying something different--reverse psychology?! haha, an interesting thought but, no... This year, on January 8, we had a prayer meeting of consecrating ourselves to the Lord. And that's precisely what I did! This is mainly because I admit to myself-and to the Lord-that I'm not self-sufficient anymore, that without Him I am and can do nothing, that only He can change me. In that prayer, I place my heart in His hands, asking Him to seal it until the day He comes again. May the Lord fulfill my heart's desire.

"Even if we are faithless, He will continue to be faithful for He cannot disown Himself."

Sunday, January 01, 2006

year end blog

whew! this christmas break qualifies as one of the more unforgettable days of my teenage life... super sayang tlaga... I wasn't able to go to the tagaytay youth conference, I mean, I really need it!! Oh well, this year's about to end, and right now, I'm still here at the vancouver airport waiting for my delayed flight... I just got to thinking, this year 2005, did I live my life in a worthwhile manner? Have the things I did or the way I lived been pleasing to my Lord? Honestly, only God knows.. These are matters of the heart, and when it comes to people's heart--especially mine--no one knows 'em better than my Lord. Anyways, I'll keep it short as I realized it's year-end and nobody would want to waste their time reading someone else's blog.. so, here ends my blog... wishing y'all a happy new year!!! 2006 here we come...